I finally reached-out through the INTERNET to connect in the physical. SINCE the ARREST part of my MISSION is HAPPENING – BIG TIME !!!
WAKE-UP CALL, and YIPPIE and YEHAW and YIKES and like, OUCH !
IN GRATITUDE, THANK-YOU for TELLING ME the TRUTH, MOTHER and FATHER GOD by doing a READING for ME, it is I SAINT ANDREW!
I might as well BE AS HONEST as POSSIBLE with you ALL about this.
REAL INTERESTING about that nasty SUPER-EGO.
I just wanted YOU both to KNOW that I have NO [zer0] MEMORY of being SAINT ANDREW, at all NO MEMORY of WHAT HAPPENED between US. At least, YOU CAN REMEMBER so it can be dealt with.
THAT ALONE, has been EXTREMELY HARD to DEAL WITH, what ever happened between us? YOU can check with the ANGELS, I HAVE NO MEMORY of it ! Why I said “HAVE MERCY” too, I only have my FAITH.
I figured that it’s time that I better STAND-UP and FACE the MUSIC. I am SAYING SORRY and Ask for FORGIVENESS for whatever happened, especially IF I DESERVE[D] IT, as well, so BE IT. And come what may….,
I can’t change the PAST, I can only FACE this NOW and LIVE in MY JOY and hope that I can DO what I came here for, with some kind of dignity.
Before the ANGELS told me WHO I AM, in 2010, I USED to CRY at what they DID to JESUS on the CROSS. It never dawned on me that I could have been there and witnessed it or “who I am in spirit” until after I woke-up. I CRIED a LOT of TEARS over what happened before & after and part of ME just WANTED TO DIE ! I NEVER FELT so UNWORTHY in MY LIFE being one of the DISCIPLES yet, NO MEMORY to understand it.
I FOUGHT that part of ME hard, the unworthiness, lost hope, am I still WORTHY after ALL we have been through, it can’t be ALL bad, can it ?
I WOULD NEVER BETRAY JESUS in this LIFETIME, and I have immense TROUBLE fathoming that I COULD have even THINK of doing that in the PAST, by not knowing WHO JESUS really was. Then I think, I must have KNOWN who JESUS was as, I WAS FOLLOWING HIM and WORKING with him in the past. DID I deny MY MASTER in the PAST ? It is a possibility and there is a part of ME that FEELS, that I MIGHT have. Or could I or, was I just too AFRAID that they would KILL ME ? I have had many DEATH ATTEMPTS to try to stop this JUSTICE from HEAVEN.
WHAT really HAPPENED on that day ?
Honestly, I really don’t KNOW everything. AM I here to MAKE-UP for it? DOUBTFUL, as I am supposed to be FROM the FUTURE meaning that this SHOULD be WATER under the BRIGE, should it NOT ? Or this could be water under the BRIDGE, nethertheless, it is a touchy subject for me. I have to CLEAR THIS, once and for all and forgive myself too. And ALL this TIME I am sitting HERE, waiting for JESUS and WHERE is HE ?
It is NOT EVERY day that you FIND OUT, the PAST was so INTENSE. I BELIEVE that I am HERE on MISSION as part of the BENEVOLENTS. I also KNOW that I VOLUNTEERED to be HERE to do this MISSION as JUSTICE for the PLANET. I DID NOT KNOW that I had to BE at MOUNT SHASTA either, I just found out and that must be WHY Mother thinks that I BETRAYED HER? I just DID not KNOW, I have been wanting to GO THERE but NO ONE said anything. So I had NO IDEA and figured that I had to STAY here and ANCHOR the LIGHT until after ASCENSION.
WELL WE all SIGNED CONTRACTS to be with MOTHER GOD in the PHYSICAL. ALL I can SAY is”NOW I FIND-OUT about this?” WE have to be THERE. As many that can get THERE, has to BE THERE, and YOU should KNOW this ! As LIGHTWORKER’S WE HAVE to go to HER !
But it has to be dealt with, IF I am to move forward with some kind of Divine GRATITUDE, DIGNITY, MERCY and GRACE. FORGIVE ME !!!
I thought MOTHER and FATHER GOD would end-up in HOLLOW EARTH with JESUS and then just be on T.V. and that we would catch-up together as I AM NOT IMPORTANT, just THIS MISSION IS to BRING MOTHER and her planet BACK into the LIGHT. I also had NO Idea that MOTHER GOD was JESUS in her past LIFE and I was expecting JESUS to visit me only because of the PAST and perhaps for this MISSION and thought there something must be wrong, where is my MASTER JESUS ?
HOW CAN MOTHER GOD SAY I betrayed her, in this life, it does not make sense as I have been doing my mission the best that I can without my twin-flame and with little finances ? That is the real OUCH PART !
AS there is NO way that I would ever want to do ANY HARM to MOTHER GOD or FATHER. The ANGELS would NOT have let me come HERE on MISSION as JUSTICE, if I wasn’t at LEAST TRUSTED to carry out this MISSION no matter what JOYS and TRIALS that I would have to face.
I have always LOVED JESUS in this LIFETIME, even as a SMALL child, I would make my parents drop me off at SUNDAY SCHOOL.
ONE can IMAGINE MY REAL SHOCK when they TOLD ME WHO I really AM. I became ASHAMED of it and of myself for ANYTHING DARK and EVERYTHING as I COULDN’T REMEMBER what happened and I used to THINK that I was GETTING PUNISHED for NOT REMEMBERING about it. At least a lot more TEARS are FLOWING again, perhaps now I can finally RELEASE this old PAIN too and MY TRUTH of “FEAR of NOT KNOWING WHAT HAPPENED“ and PUNISHING MYSELF for it as well.
This is an EXAMPLE of MY FEAR of the UNKNOWN for ME, that I have to deal with. MY PATH and MISSION is to ASCEND and to help ASCEND. What good would my life be for me, to be HERE and NOT be in SERVICE?
I TOLD YOU WHO I WAS so YOU COULD BE HONEST WITH ME, as I WON’T EXPECT ANYTHING ELSE. WE have to START somewhere, so I put “MY BRAVE PANTS ON.” And I went in HEART-FIRST for honesty.
THANK-YOU for NEVER GIVING-UP on US or MYSELF.
I DO LOVE YOU BOTH with ALL my HEART and SOUL !
I TELL YOU all the time, PRAYED since I have been a CHILD, a lot.
COME to me WHAT will ! GOD-BLESS YOU for just “BEING YOU !”
How can I improve my SPIRITUAL path with absolutely NO MEMORY of one of the MOST important MISSIONS that I had before? MAYBE there was a REASON why it was completely ERASED and hidden from ME ?
I have always been a fairly HONEST PERSON and that is WHY I FEEL so connected to MOTHER and FATHER GOD. MOTHER GOD is HONEST, and even if YOU don’t want to hear it. I DO want to hear it and want to KNOW what happened. I don’t KNOW everything either which I always say. ALL I can say is I HOPE MOTHER and FATHER can FORGIVE ME !
I DIDN’T come this FAR to FAIL or GIVE-UP when WE are SO CLOSE. I was so engaged in this MISSION and still AM as I do not wish to FAIL .
I got those ARRESTED for YOU that BETRAYED YOU and HUMANITY and I SENT those away, BANISHED THEM FORM THE PLANET, who WISHED to KILL YOU away so YOU could have your PLANET back and I did it out of LOVE for JESUS and GOD and HUMANITY. I did it FOR YOU MOTHER GOD, even if you still feel that I betrayed you and if wish to send me to the GRAND CENTRAL SUN. Then that is your wish and your decision and I will HONOR it for you.
I have BEEN ROBBED so BADLY by the CANADIAN FEDERAL GOV. WHO have been HOLDING BACK and KEEPING my BENEFITS. I have been waiting for those BENEFITS since AUGUST 2017 so I could have the FUNDS to come to you. I have BILLS to PAY and things that I have to do as well. I still have to get there, pay for transportation a place to sleep, food etc. I will GET THERE as SOON as I CAN when they give me back the MONEY they have purposely KEPT from me to stop me from continuing. I cannot just SHOW-UP without any MONEY to pay for anything.
THANK-YOU, or I won’t be able to VISIT YOU, IF I DON’T get my own ENERGIES in PROPER CHECK, I WANTED to make sure I DO this next part RIGHT, so TONIGHT I STARTED with a heartfelt APOLOGY for ALL THINGS that I DID NOT DO, in RIGHT ACTION in ANY and ALL LIFETIMES. I would LOVE to BE with YOU all, but it has to BE O.K. with YOU, ALL of YOU, if the ANGELS can help me FINANCE it, to visit you.
I LOVE YOU ALL, and I WILL work at bringing those checks DOWN !
I DON’T KNOW SHIT and I AM LOVE !
LOVE SAINT ANDREW
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