Those energies though refined can feel intense if we get lost too much in the NEGATIVE. I have spent the first part of this month in April 2018 in REFLECTION. There were many answers that I wanted to KNOW. It also seems that have picked-up some haters as well ? As I pull these many knives out of my back, an energy NOT of my own sent to me by those wishing me, my absolute failure. As we evolve we can FEEL and SEE more clearly, even who has thrown them. I survived evil deeds.
No one said I was perfect and the AQUARIAN can be rather BLUNT at times even when we don’t realize that we may have hurt another but the thing with AQUARIANS is that they don’t do ANYTHING intentionally to hurt others as they are always thinking of ways to help others. But sometimes they can say and do stupid things too, as everyone else does.
In my recent MEDITATIONS a few words came to me and one of them was PROTECTION. I have NOT felt PROTECTED in the PHYSICAL in a really long time. Although it is obvious that I have a lot of SPIRITUAL protection. I was upset that I could NOT get over the US BORDER and that it didn’t happen for me. It was actually FOR MY PROTECTION and not to work against me, as I first thought. Since I had a MAJOR hand to play in taking-down the CABAL like many of US have to do and I would obviously NEVER take all the CREDIT for it, like others try to do. As these ARRESTS are finally going down, I am to stay PUT for my safety until this is over. That is the MESSAGE that I GOT in my meditation, whether others like it or NOT, I am following my own spiritual DIVINE GUIDANCE. Why should I walk into a WAR ZONE where I can endanger MY LIFE even more, as the many death threats and death attempts that I have had to deal with? That makes sense when you think about it. It takes a VERY STRONG SOUL, NOT to FOLD after everything I have been through. If I am meant to go traveling in the future to USA or wherever then it will work out in the future and I was told to stop loosing sleep over it. IF you are a LIGHT WORKER living in USA or any part of the WORLD be wary of CABAL take-down all over the world now and ask for guidance and PROTECTION for any traveling. I jumped the GUN, apparently and I wasn’t supposed to go yet, as adventurous as I am. But this is MY path and not every path is exactly the same yet some may be similar etc. It’s an Aquarian thing you know, to jump the gun and to be ahead of your time thinking that so many of us do as we are the known INNOVATORS as well. There are many AQUARIANS that are inventors.
It has TAKEN MANY and will take MANY to take down the cabal. And it is being done by thousands, if NOT millions of people by now. We have beings in SPACE taking down [and have taken-down the cabal] We have LOVING LIGHT BEINGS that volunteered to BE HERE out of the PURE GOODNESS and GOD-NESS in their hearts that choose to come here to HELP HUMANITY and this PLANET. That would be US, the pure LIGHT BEING FORCES who came from the FUTURE back into the PAST to fix a few things and many NEED to be fixed and it is a joint effort. Worldwide
WE are ALL in this together and my paths cross others when they do. I am NOT in control, GOD and the UNIVERSE is and I TRUST that too as well as I TRUST MY OWN HEART and SOUL over what to do and when.
BILLIONS are here and they are DOING their PART their MISSION to contribute to the whole. EVERYONE is IMPORTANT in this combined effort and we ALL have certain SKILLS and know-how that contributes.
The second message I got was LEAD as in continue to LEAD. To be a LEADER in the field and to HELP HUMANITY by leading them back to GOD and to discover their own divine GOD and GODDESS self that they are, and for them discovering this and helping them to discover SELF. I guess this is a SIGN from my ANGELS that they liked me leading a path.
I have also been going over my LIFE PATTERNS and I have always been a GIVER and that is just my nature, wanting to make everyone else happy. Sometimes you can get lost in the process and while making everyone else happy, you can end up not very happy yourself. I have given and given and given, now I am tired, and tired of the TAKERS. I HAVE jumped to other people’s tunes to make them happy most of my LIFE, and when do I get to jump to MY own tune, with what I want ?
It also seems now that I think about it, that NO body knows what is best for me, only I KNOW what is best for me I dare NOT care what others think. It’s kind of, you know, when everyone like your friends and family always telling you what to do thinking they know best and finding out they really don’t know what is best for you. They only think they are helping yet have NO clue what your life path is. Like when you first meet someone and really like them, you think they are awesome and you start dating them and then all of a sudden everyone else has an opinion about them, except it is NOT your opinion, it’s like that type of thing. Worrying or caring what other PEOPLE think, and things like this don’t bother me anymore. What bothers me is people wanting POWER over me instead of just letting me naturally come into my own power with dignity and grace. For my mission I had to KNOW what was going on and I take NO regret in something which was like a TOOL that I had to use to do a job. And I am not going to apologize for learning what I had to, obviously.
PUT it this way it’s LIKE when YOU KNOW that someone is RIGHT for YOU yet everyone trashes them or your relationship or family etc. And DEEP down in your heart-of-hearts ONLY YOU are the ONE that really KNOWS if a certain PERSON is really RIGHT for YOU no matter what other’s think about them. And taking CONTROL of the situation what is RIGHT for you or WHO is right for you etc. ONLY YOU KNOW this ! I’m talking about MR or MRS RIGHT for the future, not MR or MRS right now. SOMEONE who YOU WANT to spend your future WITH and that has to be YOUR choice in the LONG RUN as YOU have to live with it.
MANY PEOPLE ask me about their LOVE LIFE and this is what I say.
ONLY YOU KNOW – WHO is RIGHT for you and YOU have to figure that out and that is best done ALONE without negative outside interference. When YOU have that DIVINE GLOW it seems everyone wants you, yet you don’t go there as it isn’t morally or physically correct either. I have seen many relationships ruined because people either listen to people they shouldn’t have or jealousy and also the need to be correct or even to have the last word in something, it’s all EGO’S NOT EVEN your own ego but someone ELSE’S who always seems to KNOW what is RIGHT for you. Instead of ASKING OTHERS, just go within and ASK yourself these questions, sure family loves us, but you designed your life path before you got here, what YOU would do, who you would do it with and who you will meet etc in your divine contract. Even if you can’t remember it being billions of years old. These ANGELS, you can ask them for help.
LOVE does NOT condemn, LOVES forgives and CELEBRATES that forgiveness as STRENGTH and LEARNING, not out to suck your power away which is what it FEELS like with the DRAMA energy stealers. We all have them in our families, the DRAMA QUEEN or DRAMA KING etc.
TODAY is a NEW DAY and a NEW JOURNEY I will embark on. I am entitled according to DIVINE LAW for POSITIVE LIFE EXPERIENCES.
And by DIVINE LAW and DIVINE RIGHT, you are entitled to positive Life experiences also and YOU are DIVINE and have DIVINE FREE-Will.
STAY away from experiences with those beings that suck the life out of you and choose WHO to spend your time and if it isn’t positive and they condemn you or put you down then that is NOT a LOVING VIBRATION or ENERGY. I have been telling you beautiful loving souls for years that “EVERYTHING is ENERGY” and we need to KNOW WHEN to SAY NO to someone or something that drags you down making YOU feel less than them or him or her etc. Those DRAMA kings and queen type people can also be the ENERGY VAMPIRES that suck the LIFE out of you usually when things are good, of course they NEVER seem show up when things are great, or when things suck as there is no energy to steal right, a test?
I STAND-UP for MYSELF and I STAND my ground
I set boundaries when I need to for my own safety
I am a LOVING and PURE DIVINE BEING
I am that I am that I AM
I am a DIVINE BEING that LEAD’S my own LIFE and follows my path
I have my OWN DIVINE RIGHTS and DIVINE NEEDS
I have a RIGHT to MY own opinion about things
I have a Right to choose how to go down my own spiritual path
MAYBE it’s a TEST to stand up for YOURSELF and LEAD your own life without the NEGATIVE INFLUENCES and DEMANDS of others. YOU are CONNECTED to divine LIGHT wherever YOU ARE on this PLANET and YOU FEEL it inside YOU as your own PROOF too. YOU are NOT less than because YOU are NOT here or YOU are NOT there etc. You are still DIVINE and LOVING BEINGS no matter who says, what about you.
People have bad days and sometimes they take it out on me, and I stand-up and I say NO MORE and then I draw a LINE and boundaries that one should not cross, capice’ ? Safety boundaries, for those that stress me.
Let the HATERS hate
and the LOVERS LOVE
give neither the energy it deserved or undeserved. It’s all choice and intention and energy. REAL LOVE has NO DESIRE to harm YOU and that is the ENERGY that I ENJOY through my own DIVINE VEHICLE.
LOVE SAINT ANDREW