I SHARE – BECAUSE – I CARE!

PERSONAL CLEARING STORY!

How is everyone doing today? I hope you are well. BOY what a trying day I had yesterday. I was absolute HELL. Thank-God those days are few and far between. I was really upset about quite a few things and as each thing came up – tears and all I had to deal with it! I realized late last night that I was actually clearing a lot of crap out – that I swear I have already dealt with. One of those things was a REAL feeling of unworthiness. As we keep getting reminded “How Heaven is truly PROUD of US,” ALL of us on EARTH – NOT just the light forces fighting their way through the last remanents of this DARKNESS OR LACK OF ACCEPTANCE WE ARE FEELING. – BUT for all HUMANITY as well! I screamed – I yelled, I cried and then slumped down and asked for forgiveness. I haven’t had such a nasty day in a long time. BUT I “HAD” to go through this! AND YOU WILL TOO. AT LEAST YOU HAVE SOME HELP FROM US. AS MANY OF US HAD TO WING-IT – WITHOUT INSTRUCTIONS OR DIRECTION.

I PERSONALLY STRUGGLED THROUGH 3 YEARS OF THE DARK ONES ATTACKING MY SOUL WHEN I FIRST STARTED MY ASCENSION PROCESS. MY DIVINE ROOTS AND LONG-LOST HISTORY – MADE ME A “TARGET” ANYWAY – BUT I GOT MORE THAN MY SHARE! I WROTE A MESSAGE AND STUCK IT TO MY COMPUTER – SO THAT EVERY TIME I SAW IT – IT WOULD REMIND ME OF SOMETHING – VERY – VERY IMPORTANT – THROUGH THIS PROCESS. I WROTE DOWN – “THINK POSITIVE” [PERHAPS I SHOULD HAVE ADDED – LOVE THYSELF?+ – MAYBE IT WOULD HAVE BEEN EASIER?] – MOST OF THOSE ENTITIES ARE GONE NOW. ANOTHER REASON WHY, NOW – THERE IS A LINE-UP OF SOULS WANTING TO INCARNATE ON EARTH AS IT WILL BE – A LOT EASIER FOR THEM – THANKS TO US! FOR 3 YEARS I WAS “MENTALLY TORMENTED BY THE DARK,” THEN AS MORE LIGHT FILLED INTO MY SOUL – AND GOD’S GRACE TOOK OVER AS MORE PROTECTION. THERE CAME A TIME WHEN I WAS RARELY ATTACKED AFTER THAT! BUT I HAD TO CLEAR SO MANY HORRIBLE MEMORIES AND “STUCK CRUD,” WHICH I DEALT WITH MOST OF MY LIFE – LIKE A BLOCKED VACCUMM CLEANER HOSE! I HAD TO UNPLUG THAT HOSE! – I ALSO HAD TO TELL THE “DARK ONES” – WHO LIKE TO VISIT ME AND TELL ME SUCH LOVELY THINGS LIKE – GO AND KILL YOURSELF! – YOU ARE NOT WORTHY OF GOD’S LOVE ETC. – MEANWHILE I REALIZED THE “DARK ONES,” WERE JEALOUS AS HELL – BECAUSE THEY COULD NOT “FEEL THAT LOVE” OR DIVINE LIGHT, LIKE WE ARE TRULY CAPABLE OF! WOULD YOU BE JEALOUS TOO – IF YOU HAVE NEVER “FELT,” LOVE IN YOUR LIFE FROM OTHERS? SURE YOU WOULD – I WOULD FOR SURE! I CAN TRULY UNDERSTAND THE ACTIONS OF THE DARK – THEY HAVE NO IDEA – WHAT LOVE IS – THIS IS WHY THEY CAN DO SUCH HORRIBLE ACTS TO OTHERS – LIKE MURDER – AND NOT HAVE A CLUE HOW EVIL OR WRONG IT IS – AT LEAST SOME OF THEM ARE LIKE THAT! AND EVERYONE BLAMES GOD. DID GOD STICK THAT KNIFE IN THAT GUY? OF COURSE NOT – SO DON’T BLAME GOD! TOO MANY PEOPLE BLAME GOD WHEN THEIR LIFE MESSES-UP! HEY I’LL ADMIT THERE WERE A FEW TIMES WHEN I HAVE DONE THAT TOO, WHEN I WAS A LOT YOUNGER! THEN YOU REALIZE GOD HAD – NOTHING TO DO WITH IT AND LEARN TO “OWN YOUR OWN MISTAKES!” AND LEARN FROM THEM!

DO YOU REMEMBER ABOUT 4 OR 5 YEARS AGO – IN THE NEWSPAPER SOME SOCCER GAME IN ITALY OR FRANCE SOMEWHERE? THE SOCCER PLAYER MAKES A STATEMENT TO THE NEWSPAPER – AND BLAMED GOD FOR MAKING HIM MISS THE GOAL AND THEY LOST OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT. I SHOOK MY HEAD – AND THOUGHT – YEAH RIGHT – AND GOD’S HELP MADE YOU LOOSE! NOTHING LIKE PASSING THE BUCK HERE. WHEN SOMETHING GOES WRONG IN YOUR LIFE – DON’T BLAME GOD – IT IS EASY ENOUGH TO DO. EVEN I HAVE DONE IT A COUPLE OF TIMES – WHEN I WAS YOUNG AND DENSE! – FROM MY OWN LACK OF KNOWLEDGE! SO THOSE OUT THERE – STOP BLAMING “GOD” FOR YOUR PROBLEMS AND FIGURE OUT – WHERE YOU SCREWED UP OR WHERE SOMETHING WENT WRONG – SOMETIMES THERE ARE NO REASONS – CRAPPY AND AWFUL THINGS HAPPEN AND TO THE BEST PEOPLE  YOU KNOW AND LOVE. WHEN A LOVED CHILD DIES AT 6 YEARS OLD. DID GOD – KILL THAT CHILD? OBVIOUSLY NOT – PERHAPS THAT CHILD YOU LOVED SO MUCH – ONLY WANTED 6 YEARS ON THE EARTH TO LEARN 2 MAJOR THINGS. – SO YOU CAN HEAL YOURSELF AND OTHERS AROUND YOU! BLAMING GOD IS NOT HELPFUL – YOU NEED TO BRIDGE THE GAP – NOT BOX IT IN! YES, MANY PEOPLE DIE BEFORE THEIR TIME – SOMETIMES THROUGH THE EVIL ACTIONS OF OTHERS – BUT GOD WOULD NOT BE THAT REASON. GOD IS LOVING AND KIND AND EXTREMELY FORGIVING! NOT THE MEAN SPITTE-R THAT PEOPLE PREACH IN THE BIBLE! YES – I SPELLED IT THAT WAY. THE PROBLEM WITH THE DARK ONES HERE IS THERE WERE SCREWING WITH PEOPLE’S FREE WILL AND THAT IS AN ABSOLUTE NO – NO! LIKE KILLING CHRISTIANS BECAUSE THEY THINK ALLAH IS RETARDED AND TOTALLY UNENLIGHTENED. – HEY I AM NOT SAYING THIS – I AM JUST GIVING AN EXAMPLE OF WHAT’S ON THE INTERNET. MANY PEOPLE FROM OTHER FAITHS THINK JESUS WAS A IDIOT! BUT DOES THAT MAKE ME WANT TO GO AND HURT THEM? NOT A CHANCE – LET THEM DEAL WITH THEIR OWN IMMATURITY! – SOME PEOPLE HATED JESUS TOO AND BLASPHEME HIM! BUT DOES THAT MEAN – THAT YOU OR SOMEONE ELSE HAS THE RIGHT – TO TAKE SOMEONE ELSE’S LIFE – BECAUSE THEY DON’T THINK LIKE YOU DO? NEVER. SO GET OVER THE RELIGIOUS DIVISIONS AND WALLS YOU BUILD-UP FOR YOURSELVES WITH YOU’RE OWN LACK OF KNOWLEDGE AND FORGIVENESS. WHAT IF ALL THE CHRISTIANS OR JESUITS OR CATHOLICS, SAID KILL ALL THE MUSLIMS? – BECAUSE THEY ARE LOST, BARBARIC? HOW WOULD YOU FEEL BEING A MUSLIM? – YET – YOU ARE “NOT” ONE OF THE “PSYCHO EXTREMISTS.” THE ONES THAT ARE MURDERING PEOPLE AND TAKING AWAY “THEIR FREE WILL.” TO GOD THAT IS LIKE A MAJOR CRIME. HAVE YOU NOT DONE STUPID OR ROTTEN THINGS – YOURSELVES? LIKE JESUS SAID, LET HE WHO HAS NOT SINNED – CAST THE FIRST STONE! AND NO ONE COULD HURL THAT STONE! AND YOU WONDER WHY GOD AND THE LIGHT FORCES SEEM TO BE TAKEN SO LONG TO GET THE DARK OFF THE PLANET. GOD – BECAUSE OF HIS IMMENSE LOVE – DOES NOT WANT TO LEAVE ANY SOULS BEHIND! – EVEN THE LOST ONES! AND NEITHER DO WE! – IS NOT CONDEMNING – GOD HAS GIVEN THEM MANY CHANCES TO “GET IT TOGETHER AND COME BACK TO THE LIGHT,” SOME ARE TRULY LOST AND MENTALLY DAMAGED SOULS [WHO ARE NOT BORN THAT WAY] AND IT IS A “REAL SHAME.” WE CAN ONLY HOPE IT’S OVER SOON – WE NEED A BREATHER!

NO ONE – HAS A RIGHT TO TAKE SOME ONE ELSE’S LIFE! – AND THAT MEANS THE EXTREMIST MUSLIMS TOO! THE CRAZY BRAINWASHED-EXTREMISTS – BLOOD HAPPY – TRIGGER HAPPY ONES! WHO ARE YOU TO JUDGE THE PATH OF ANOTHER? AS YOU MURDER OVER A PASSING OPINION – NOT EVEN WITH A REASON OF SELF-DEFENSE. IT IS YOU – THAT MUST GROW-UP! NOT THE PEOPLE YOU TREAT LIKE GARBAGE. I BET SOME OF YOU BEATS YOUR WIFE TOO! THOSE ARE THE WAYS OF THE DARK – ONES – CONTROL AND FORCE – THROUGH FEAR! YOUR DAYS ARE NUMBERED THROUGH YOUR OWN DEMISE! AN EYE FOR AN EYE OR A TOOTH FOR A TOOTH – DOES NOT MEAN YOU – BECAUSE SOMEONE KILLED YOUR BROTHER AND RAPED YOUR WIFE – THAT YOU ARE ENTITLED TO KILL – THEIR BROTHER AND RAPE THEIR WIFE. IF YOU READ THE PASSAGE PROPERLY IT SAYS HAVE YOU HEARD OF OR YOU HAVE HEARD OF – DEPENDING WHICH BIBLE YOU USE. IT IS MEANT TO BE READ AS “TWO WRONGS DON’T MAKE A RIGHT,” NOT GO AND KILL TO FEEL SOME SORT OF JUSTIFICATION – OR AN EXCUSE TO KILL – ONLY A DARKENED SOUL WOULD SEE – IT THAT WAY! YOU EXTREMISTS SERIOUSLY -0 NEED TO GROW-UP AND TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR DESTROYING OTHER PEOPLE’S LIVES! GROW-UP – GET OVER THE IDIOTIC NAME CALLING EVERYONE DOES AND SAYS – THAT WILL HELP YOU RAISE YOUR VIBRATIONS TO THE LIGHT! – NOT MURDERING EVERYONE FOR A COUPLE OF STUPID OR OUTSPOKEN WORDS. YOU WILL MISS THAT ASCENSION BOAT TO THE NEXT DIMENSION OF THE REAL HEAVEN – BY LISTENING TO IDIOTS – TELLING YOU TO KILL PEOPLE OVER A FEW STUPID WORDS SAID IN THE HEAT OF ANGER AND MISS-UNDERSTANDING. NOT THE NORMAL MUSLIMS WHO CAN FIND PEACE WITHIN AND WITH THE REAL GOD. – BY TREATING OTHERS WITH LOVE AND RESPECT. YOU QUIET AND GODLY MUSLIMS HAVE A GREAT CHANCE AND WILL EXPERIENCE THE LOVE AND JOY OF THE REAL GOD! – BUT I WOULD NOT SAY THAT FOR THE MASS-MURDERERS! YOUR ARE WHAT YOU WORSHIP – YOU WORSHIP MURDER –  GUESS WHAT YOU ARE? A MURDERER – NOT ONLY OF THE LIVES OF OTHERS BUT YOURS AS WELL! WHY DOES ONE WORSHIP THE CUBE MASTERS OF DARKNESS – SATURN? YOU ARE WORSHIPING A BLACK CUBE? THAT WOULD BE O.K. – IF GOD WAS A BLACK CUBE! – BUT HE ISN’T! IS HE? AND THAT IS CALLED IDOL WORSHIPING! HELLO! THE SOUL-LESS ONES WHO ARE SO LOST AND BRAIN-WASHED THEY FEEL THAT THEY HAVE A RIGHT TO KILL ANYONE AND STEAL AND DEFRAUD – ANYONE AND EVERYONE! GET A CLUE! NO ONE HAS THAT RIGHT – EVEN THE DEATH PENALTY IS VERY MUCH AGAINST GOD. HOW MANY ARE FRAMED IN THAT? WITH OUR TWISTED AND CORRUPT SO CALLED “JUSTICE SYSTEMS” ARE CROOKED TO DEATH. THE ONLY REASON THE COURTS WANTS YOU TO SHOW UP IS SO THEY CAN EXTRACT THE MONEY FROM YOUR SLAVERY-BOND – BIRTH CERTIFICATE MONIES. YOUR SLAVE-LABOR TRADED ON THE INTERNATIONAL MARKETS LIKE A PIECE OF WOOD! WITH NO MONEY GOING TO YOU – BUT ALWAYS TAKEN OUT OF. NEXT THE SOLDIERS THAT DIE [THEY MAKE BILLIONS CASHING IN THEIR BIRTH CERTIFICATE – SLAVE LABOR BONDS.] THEY MAY GIFT A FAMILY SAY A SMALL AMOUNT OF MONEY  – BUT IT IS NOTHING COMPARED TO THE AMOUNT THEY STEAL! THEY HAVE ROBBING THE VETERAN’S FOR YEARS! – THE DARK ONES – STEAL THAT BIRTH CERTIFICATE MONEY AND ANY OTHER MONEY YOU HAVE IF IT IS NOT PROTECTED PROPERLY BY TRUST FUNDS ETC. THE DARK ONES STOLE AND STEALS EVERYTHING FOR MILLIONS OF YEARS AND DOESN’T THINK IT’S WRONG – HOW MESSED UP IS THAT? NOW THE DARK ONES HAVE FIGURED OUT – THEY ARE NOT THE GOD’S – BUT QUITE THE OPPOSITE – AND HAVE A REAL LONG WAY TO GO TO BE EVEN – CLOSE – ACTUALLY. I BLESS THE ONES THAT CAME BACK TO GOD AND THEIR ORIGINAL SOURCES OF LIGHT. THERE’S MAY BE A MUCH HARDER JOURNEY THAN OURS – BUT AT LEAST THERE IS HOPE FOR THEM! AND THAT HOPE IS A LIGHT AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL. I DON’T SO MUCH – HATE THE DARK – I HATE WHAT THEY DID AS THE ARE DARK. TWISTED AND EXTREMELY MENTALLY SICK PERVERTED THINGS.

WHO HAS NOT BEEN UN-LOVEABLE IN THEIR LIFE? IS THAT – NOT THE TIME – YOU CRAVE LOVE THE MOST? IT IS A SILENT SECRET CRY FOR SOME LOVING!

THE DARK SOULS IN YOUR FAMILIES – MOST OF US HAVE ONE – MAYBE 2!

PSYCHIC SYLVIA BROWNE – I HAVE MANY OF HER BOOKS. ONE OF HER BOOKS TALKS ABOUT YOUR SOULS MISSION AND PATHWAYS – LIKE A DESCRIPTION OF LIFETIME THEMES. SHE STATES THAT THERE ARE “DARK SOULS,” SHE CALLS THEM NIOR [FRENCH FOR DARK] SYLVIA EXPLAINS THAT THESE DARK SOULS INCARNATE INTO OUR LIVES – SOMETIMES AS FAMILY MEMBERS TO TEACH US  LIFE LESSONS. THOSE LIFE LESSONS ARE USUALLY VERY HARD AND ROCKS OUR CORES AT THE SOUL LEVEL [NOT TALKING ABOUT THE DARK ENTITIES ON THE PLANET] TALKING ABOUT THE DARK LESSONS PEOPLE LEARN – USUALLY A GROUP OF PEOPLE – FAMILIES FROM THE OUR – HEAVENLY SOUL GROUPS, NOT ALWAYS – BUT SOMETIMES ONE IN YOUR FAMILY CHOOSES TO PLAY THE DARK ROLE FOR A WHILE. [FOR A HIGHER LEARNING – ON YOUR PART!] YOU MAY LABEL THEM – THE “BLACK SHEEP,” OF THE FAMILY. NO RACISM INTENDED. OR THE LOST SHEEP – THE ONE THAT DOES NOT DO – WHAT MOST THINK OR FEEL IS RIGHT – THE “NORM” US HUMANS HAVE LABELLED IT. THIS PERSON WAS – NOT BORN TO “DRIVE YOU CRAZY,” OR “GRATE YOUR NERVES.” ALTHOUGH – MANY ARE CONVINCED THEY WERE BORN TO MAKE YOU GO INSANE! THEY ARE USUALLY A “NIOR,” SOUL. WHO INCARNATED TO TEACH SOMETHING. IT MAY BE AS SIMPLE AS – LEARNING TO LOVE THE UN-LOVEABLE! PERHAPS SO YOU AND OTHERS CAN TRULY LEARN THE DEEPEST LOVE OF ALL. UNCONDITIONAL LOVE. OR PERHAPS – TOLERANCE OF OTHERS – SO YOU LEARN TO GET ALONG WITH OTHERS. WHATEVER THE REASON – OR THE SEASON. MANY ARE CONVINCED THAT THIS SOUL IS TRULY LOST AND TREATS THEM THAT WAY. [IE] THE LAST PERSON YOU INVITE TO A FAMILY DINNER OR GATHERING. THE ONE YOU “DREAD TO DEAL WITH.” EXAMPLE – “OH MY GOD – MY COUSIN IS COMING OVER AND HE IS A REAL ARROGANT A-HOLE.” SO YOU, LIKE MANY OTHERS – PUT-UP A DEFENSIVE – AND PLAN TO BASICALLY – EAT AND RUN. [DINE AND DASH] SO YOU DON’T FEEL COMFORTABLE AROUND THEM. WHAT IS THAT TEACHING YOU? OTHER THAN HOW GOOD YOU ARE AT DEFENSE SYSTEMS AND AVOIDANCE? TRY THIS NEXT TIME – RATHER THAN – PUTTING UP A MENTAL WALL BEFORE YOU ARRIVE. SAY TO YOURSELF – NO MATTER WHAT THEY SAY – OR HOW THEY JUDGE ME – I AM GOING TO WALK OVER TO THEM AND HUG THEM AND TELL THEM – YOU LOVE THEM! GUARANTEED – YOU MAY GET A HAPPY STUNNED REACTION – BUT THAT’S GOOD! IT IS BETTER TO GET THAT REACTION – THAN TO SET YOURSELF UP FOR A UNWANTED CONFRONTATION. IT IS NOT GOOD TO SAY TO YOURSELF –  BEFORE YOU GO OVER SOMETHING LIKE “IF THEY MENTION ONCE ABOUT SO AND SO-I’M GOING TO LOOSE IT!  ATTITUDE – ATTITUDE – IF PUT UP A WALL – SOMEONE ELSE WILL HAVE TO CLIMB IT. IF SOMEONE ELSE – PUTS UP A WALL – HOW GOOD ARE YOU AT SCALING THAT WALL TO GET “THEIR DEFENSES DOWN?” USUALLY THAT IS WHEN WE RUN FOR COVER – BUT NOT THIS TIME!

HUMANITY HAS ENOUGH DIVISIONS WITH RACISM & RELIGION. I DISCOVERED – ALONG TIME AGO THE DARK HAS BE USING RACISM AND RELIGIONS AS A WAY OF DIVIDING HUMANITY – INSTEAD OF UNITING US ALL AS ONE BIG HUMAN RACE. AN ILLUMINATI – FREEMASONRY “DIRTY TRICK,” FROM WAY BACK WHEN! WE ALSO GET DIVIDED BY – INCOME – PRIVELEDGE AND BORDERS, EDUCATION AND INFORMATION ACCESS! FOR THOUSANDS UPON THOUSANDS OF YEARS – THE DARK WERE BRAIN WASHED INTO THINKING THE DARK – WERE THE GOD’S AND GODDESSES OF THE WORLD – SUPERIOR TO ALL OTHERS – IN WHICH THEY ABUSED – THE OTHER 99%. MAKING THE REST OF US “FEEL TRULY UNWORTHY,” SOMETHING WE HAVE TO LET GO OF ALSO. MEANWHILE – IT WAS THE OPPOSITE. I am NOT SAYING THAT THEY ARE UNWORTHY – BUT THE ARROGANT WAYS THEY TREATED “US” AS SUCH! WHEN YOU PUT THIS IN PERSPECTIVE – THEY DID NOT KNOW LOVE – AS NO LOVE IS INSIDE THEM. THIS IS WHY SOMETIMES – I CALL THEM SOUL-LESS! AS IN CAN KILL WITHOUT REMORSE – BUT THEY DID NOT KNOW BETTER OR WHAT THEY DO. DO THEY KNOW THAT LIVES ARE ETERNAL – BUT THAT DOES NOT JUSTIFY THE EXCUSES TO MASS MURDER OF SOULS – WITHOUT CONSENT OR REMORSE. THAT IS WHAT IS MORE SCARIER THAN ANYTHING ELSE. THE SOUL-LESS ONE WERE AT THE TOP OF THE SATANIC GOVERNMENT SYSTEMS AND CONTROL – THE ONES AT THE VERY TOP AND A LITTLE FURTHER DOWN. IF THEY DID KNOW LOVE – THEN WHAT THE HELL ARE THEY DOING? – RUNNING AND RUINING EVERYONE AND THINGS AROUND THEM? DARKNESS IS DE-STRUCTION – EXCEPT FOR CLEARING. LIGHTNESS IN CON-STRUCTION IN ACTION. I THINK IT WOULD BE HELL – GOING THROUGH AN ENTIRE LIFETIME OR THOUSANDS OF INCARNATIONS – ESPECIALLY A MILENIA OF NEVER REALLY KNOWING LOVE – DEEP UNCONDITIONAL LOVE! NO WONDER THEY CAN DO SUCH EVIL THINGS WITH – ABSOLUTELY NO REGRET! – INSTEAD OF SAYING TO GOD – HOW COULD LET THIS HAPPEN? REALIZE – GOD HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH IT. IT IS A CHOICE THE DARK MADE A LONG TIME AGO. UNLESS POSSESSED OR TAKEN OVER BY FREEWILL. GETTING INTO THE DARK ARTS IS HIGHLY DANGEROUS. IF YOU PLAY THAT STUPID OUIJA BOARD – YET LET A DARK OR MANY DARK SPIRITS IN DURING YOUR SESSIONS. WHERE DO THOSE SPIRITS GO – WHEN THE SESSION IS OVER AS – YOU CAN’T SEND THEM BACK! INSIDE YOU – OR SOMEONE ELSE – OR THEY MADE FEED OFF YOUR DARKNESS OR BECOME A SHADOW ENTITY SUCKING ON YOUR SOULS ENERGIES FOR SURVIVAL – IN OTHER WORDS A VERY UNWANTED AND PARASITIC ENTITIES – WE ARE FAMILIAR WITH THOSE IN POWER – AREN’T WE? I NEVER MESSED WITH THE DARK ENERGIES THAT WAY – THAT I KNOW OF IN THIS LIFETIME! 

WE ARE GOING OFF TOPIC A BIT – BACK ON TARGET!

I needed to get those last bits I OF CLEARING THAT I never thought I STILL had in there – OUT! I AM feeling a lot better today. WAS there a mercury retrograde or something? I FELT IT! OR PLANETARY HEALING? I FELT IT! I FELT ALL THE LOVE AS WELL BUT I FELT LIKE SOMETHING WAS REALLY BOTHERING ME AS I BECAME PRETTY MOODY! IF THIS POPS UP AGAIN OR ONE MORE TIME – I WILL KNOW WHAT TO DO AND IT WON’T CATCH ME OFF-GUARD!

I realized I was dealing with lots of ISSUES from ALL my incarnations of NOT feeling worthy of the love of GOD. MEANWHILE – we ARE the HEART and LOVE OF GOD!

I gave my pain to God and asked him to rid it out of my soul. These last dark parts & thoughts of the soul from ALL the NEGATIVE PROGRAMMING of THE DARK ONES through every incarnation or at least my last few [?] Seemed to make me really pissed at life! It was like I was attacked by the dark [but I know the difference] – except these were my own dark concepts of MY OWN FEELINGS OF unworthiness – I had to deal with. It was some left over business my over soul was showing me and my impatience – did not help! We have a “dark side” – you may want to call it that leads us into dark FEELINGS & EMOTIONS. IF YOU FESTER IN THOSE DARK EMOTIONS – THEY ALWAYS SEEM TO LEAD TO DARK – ACTIONS [LIKE A FEELING YOU WANT TO DROP SOMEONE!] JUST like we have a light side – THAT deals with positive feelings & emotions. THE trick is staying in a “balance” but always LEAN TOWARDS THE LIGHT! And not letting the dark thoughts and emotions take over as most of us do when we become angry and bitchy [males can be bitchy too!] THE trick it to stay in the LOVE and at the same time but ALWAYS USE YOUR POSITIVE SIDE OF – YOUR GOOD EMOTIONS AND FEELINGS. which in turn leads to good actions towards others! YOU HAVE TO AT LEAST ACKNOWLEDGE THAT – YES – EVEN YOU – yes you reading had or HAS A DARK PART OF THE SOUL THAT NEEDS LOVE AND LIGHT TO LET IT GO. ALONG WITH THE DARK EMOTIONS AND FEELINGS. DARKNESS – IS AND WAS PART OF YOUR SOUL AND YOU MAY NEED A FINAL CLEARING TO ACCEPT IT – LOVE IT – AS IT IS A PART OF YOUR SOUL AND MOVE PAST IT! love it accept it – SAY GOOD-BYE TO IT – AND MOVE ON!  PART OF YOUR SOUL WAS DARK OR DARKENED -EVEN IF YOU HARDLY WENT THERE! THAT IS AND WAS – PART OF THE “3RD DIMENSIONAL DUALITY EXPERIENCE.” ACKNOWLEDGE IT FOR WHAT IT IS AND WAS. THAT does NOT MEAN FOLLOW IT – OR LET IT LEAD YOU INTO NASTY THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS, UNLESS YOU ARE CLEARING THAT OUT! I CAN HONESTLY SAY – THERE IS “NOT” ONE SOUL WHO HAS NOT FELT – UNWORTHY – UNLOVING OR UNAPPRECIATED at TIMES. THIS USUALLY MAKES US – LASH OUT AS WE ALL WANT TO “FEEL LOVED AND WORTHY,” AND THAT IS WHAT YOU REALLY ARE LOOKING FOR WHEN YOU LASH OUT. PERHAPS YOU HAVEN’T FIGURED THAT OUT YET? THOSE FEELINGS ARE TRULY WHEN WE WANT AND NEED A HUG OR TO FEEL LOVED!

   RIGHT NOW EVERYONE on THIS PLANET – IS HERE TO LEARN their OWN PURE LOVE & worthiness of the soul. YOU ARE PURE – LIGHT AND LOVE. You will realize this as you move up that higher frequency soul pattern of a higher consciousness. If you notice – sometimes I share what I am personally going through, so you can understand AND KNOW WHAT TO EXPECT – SO WHEN YOU REACH THAT “PART OF YOUR SOUL GROWTH and HEALING – IT WILL BE EASIER TO DEAL WITH BECAUSE YOU WILL KNOW IT IS _ PART OF THE ASCENSION PROCESSES – YOU are NOT alone on this JOURNEY! NONE OF US ARE! EVEN WHEN YOU ARE DOWN AND OUT – AND FEEL BEATEN- DOWN BY EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING! [TRY SINGING AND OR FIND SOME CHEERY MUSIC TO PLAY IN THE BACKGROUND] – THIS ALSO HELPS. NO PUNK-ROCK OR ANYTHING THAT IS – LOUD AND JARRING – AS IT PUTS YOUR SOUL ON EDGE – TO SUCH PEACEFUL FEELINGS THAT ARE NEEDED. IF YOU JUST SPLIT UP WITH SOMEONE AND GOING THROUGH THE SEPARATION ISSUES – I WOULD SUGGEST ANYTHING – BUT LOVE SONGS – AS IT WILL HAVE THE OPPOSITE EFFECT. WHAT YOU WANT IN THIS PAIN – IS TO BE RELIEVED OF IT – HOT BATH – PEACEFUL SOUNDS AND MEDITATION MUSIC LIKE RUNNING WATER AND NATURE SOUNDS – ARE TRULY SOOTHING TO YOUR SOUL. And that what makes the pain a little easier to deal with as everyone of us has that deep inner pain- it could be something – simple as being told you’ll get anywhere where you were a teen. You may have never let that GO! 

   I WOULD NOT CALL IT A “DARK NIGHT OF THE SOUL,” BUT RATHER A GOOD CLEARING PERHAPS FOR SOME OF THOSE “DARK NIGHTS OF THE SOULS” PREVIOUSLY FELT. AS WE ALL WANGLE OURSELVES THROUGH THIS MAZE OF EMOTIONS AND FEELINGS. SOMETIMES A REALLY GOOD – CRY IS NEEDED! TO RELEASE ALL THE CRAP WE HAVE GONE THROUGH WITH ALL THE NEGATIVE PROGRAMMING AND ATTACKS ON OUR SOULS ON A “CORE LEVEL” THAT “CORE” BEING THOSE DEEPLY IN-BEDED THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS OF REAL UNWORTHINESS. THAT IF LEFT UNATTENDED – CAN EAT AT YOU – AND KEEP COMING BACK – LIKE BOOMERANG! UNTIL YOU “DEAL WITH IT,” AND CLEAN THAT DARK CRAPPY CRUD OUT. ASK GOD OR JESUS OR YOU HIGHER SELF TO HELP YOU DEAL WITH IT AND TAKE IT AWAY FROM YOU. TOSS IT INTO THAT LAKE OF FIRE “GODS LAKE OF FIRE” OF PURIFICATION! YOU ARE WORTHY!

NOTE: WHEN THE DARK CRAP COMES UP AND WE SEE A SHADOW SELF [ DARK UGLINESS INSIDE OF HURT AND PAIN – WE IGNORE AND OR BRUSH UNDER THE CARPET!] IT IS BEST TO LET IT OUT AND OPEN THE WOUND – ONE MORE TIME – TO CLEAN-IT CLEANSE IT AND “HEAL IT,” WE HAVE TO DEAL WITH IT! IF WE DON’T – IT CAN FESTER AND LEAD TO A MAJOR OUTBURST AND RAGE. DEAL WITH IT. BLESS IT FOR THE LESSONS YOU LEARNED AND TELL IT – LESSON LEARNED! – YOU DON’T NEED IT ANYMORE! THANK-YOU FOR OPENING UP MY EYES – BUT I AM MOVING ON NOW! YOU ARE THE “MASTER” YOU HAVE JUST FORGOTTEN IT. LIKE WE ALL DO SOMETIMES! DON’T LET IT COME BACK AT YOU LATER – JUST GET IT OUT AND BREATHE! BREATHE IN THE LOVE!

IF YOU FEEL YOU HAVE TO KILL OR HURT, HARM ANOTHER INDIVIDUAL THEN YOU MAY BE SENT AWAY TO LEARN TO VALUE OTHER PEOPLE’S LIFE AS WELL AS YOUR OWN. IF YOU KILL SOMEONE ELSE AND TAKE AWAY THEIR FREE WILL. THEN BY THE UNIVERSAL LAWS OF CAUSE AND EFFECT – YOU TOO – SOME HOW – SOMEWAY WILL LOOSE YOUR OWN FREE WILL. YOU ENDANGER YOURSELF BY KILLING OTHERS – AS YOU TOO WILL BRING ON YOUR OWN DEMISE. TO KILL FOR SELF-DEFENSE IS JUSTIFIED – BUT TO KILL FOR SOMETHING SAID – OR A BELIEF SOMEONE ELSE HAS OR HAD – IS NOT! DO NOT KILL FOR REVENGE EITHER. THAT IS LIKE LINING EVERYONE UP AND SAYING O.K. ALL THE PEOPLE WHO ARE UNDER 5 FOOT 2 INCHES SHOULD DIE OR EVERYONE WITH GREEN EYES SHOULD DIE. THAT IS A HITLER TACTIC – HITLER THOUGHT THE AYRIAN RACE WAS SUPERIOR – HITLER WAS SO BRAINWASHED HE WAS KILLING EVERYONE THAT DIDN’T HAVE BLUE EYES AND BLONDE HAIR – YET HITLER HAD BROWN HAIR – EXPLAIN THAT ONE? POSSESSED! – AND MY GUESS IS POSSESSED WITH HUNDREDS OF DEMONS – YOU WOULD HAVE TO BE TO BE SO EVIL AND DAMN COLD-HEARTED. MUSLIM EXTREMISTS ARE MODERN DAY – BRAIN WASHED HITLERS, WAKE-UP! WHEN ONE KILLS SOMEONE IT HARMS YOU ALSO. REALIZE THIS OR YOU WILL NEVER TRULY GET IT AND THERE WILL BE NO – HOPE FOR YOU!

DO YOU REALLY THINK THAT GOD CARES WHAT RELIGION YOU ARE? NOT A CHANCE IN HELL! GOD DOES NOT WANT ANY NEW OR MORE RELIGIONS BECAUSE IT HAS DIVIDED US TOO MUCH ALREADY! JESUS HAS GIVEN US NEW SCRIPTURES AND PASSAGES AS HE WAS HERE BEFORE AS THE MESSIAH – SO GET OVER IT! TOO MANY RELIGIONS – CAUSED TOO MANY DIFFERENT WAYS, OF THOUGHTS AND WAY TOO MUCH DIVISION. WITH EVERYONE THINKING THEIR WAY IS THE RIGHT WAY. THE ONLY RIGHT WAY IS TO LOVE ALL – HATE NONE! MANY OTHER “PROPHETS” CAME HERE TOO, AND THEY ALSO HAD JESUS MESSIAH TYPE POWERS – THAT IS WE ARE ALL HEADED. JESUS WANTED US TO FOLLOW HIM – IN THE WAY THAT WE BEHAVE CORRECTLY SO WE CAN ACCESS THOSE POWERS TOO! THAT IS WHAT HE WAS TRYING TO TELL US. TO BE THOSE SUPER-NATURAL MAGICAL BEINGS WITH SUPER-POWERS WE ONCE WERE. TO GET THAT YOU MUST LOVE AND RAISE THOSE VIBRATIONS – UP AND LOVE IS THE ONLY WAY TO DO THAT! DID YOU KNOW THAT SAINT GERMAINE WAS INCARNATED AS MERLIN THE MAGICIAN AND HE WROTE OR SIGNED THE DECLARATION OF INDEPENDANCE FOR AMERICA AND I THINK HE WAS INCARNATED AS THOMAS JEFFERSON.[?] SORRY WILL HAVE TO DOUBLE-CHECK MY NOTES AS THIS IS A MEMORY FROM YEARS AGO.  WHY DO YOU THINK SAINT GERMAINE IS LOOKING OUT FOR AMERICANS? THOUGHT I WOULD SHARE THAT WITH YOU AMERICANS! A REAL ASCENDED MASTER LOVES EVERYONE AND GETS THERE BY LOVING EVERYONE BUT THEY WOULD NEVER TELL YOU TO KILL SOMEONE ELSE. PERHAPS PEOPLE SHOULD REVIEW WHAT THEY ARE LEADING THEM DOWN THE PATHS. WHAT ARE YOU FOLLOWING? IT IS NOT THE RELIGION TO GOD THAT AS IMPORTANT AS THE RELATIONSHIP YOU HAVE WITH GOD. PRAYING IN THE STREETS SO EVERYONE CAN SEE YOU DOES NOT MAKE YOU RELIGIOUS OR JUSTIFIED TO ENTER THE HOLY KINGDOM. IT IS WHAT IS IN YOUR HEART. BECAUSE WHAT IS IN YOUR HEART IS WHAT IS IN YOUR SOUL – PERIOD! IF YOU PRAY IN THE STREETS BUT GO HOME AND BEAT YOUR WIFE – YOU STILL HAVE LESSONS TO LEARN. JESUS WANTS US TO LOVE AND RESPECT EACH OTHER – SO DOES GOD. TREAT PEOPLE THE WAY YOU WANT TO BE TREATED. YOU WANT LOVE – TREAT OTHERS WITH LOVE – YOU WANT RESPECT – TREAT OTHERS WITH RESPECT – YOU WANT PEACE – BE PEACEFUL TO OTHERS. IT’S NOT THAT HARD. ANOTHER THING – GOD DOES NOT CARE WEATHER YOU ARE ASIAN – AFRICAN – INDIAN – WHITE – BLUE OR IF YOU HAVE PINK POLKA DOTS AND YELLOW STRIPES! IT IS WHAT IS INSIDE THAT COUNTS! WE ARE ALL BORROWING “THESE” BODIES! ARE ORIGINS ARE SOMEWHERE ELSE – NOT EARTH! WE ARE ALL IN A SENSE ALIEN AND THIS LIFE IS THE LIFE – THAT YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO GROW-UP AND SEE THE GOOD AND GOD IN PEOPLE – NOT JUDGE THE SKIN OR SKIN SUITS!

I TOLD GOD YEARS AGO – LET ME GET THIS RIGHT – BECAUSE I DO NOT WANT TO COME BACK TO THIS HELL-HOLE PLANET FULL OF HATE AND JUDGMENT! THIS WAS WELL BEFORE I KNEW OF ASCENSION OR THE FACT THAT I WAS PART OF IT! I DID HOWEVER KNOW THAT THIS WAS A LEARNING PLANET – UNTIL THE DARK MESSED THAT UP – BADLY – WITH US – AS THE SUCKER SLAVES WITH REINCARNATION AFTER REINCARNATION SO THEY COULD PARASITE OUR WEALTH AND LABOR. GET OFF THE HAMSTER WHEEL AND ASCEND TO ONWARD AND UPWARDS THINGS AND LET’S PUT ALL THE HATE AND B.S. BEHIND US. FORGIVE AND FORGET – FORGETTING IS PART OF FORGIVING – I AM LEARNING THAT MYSELF LATELY. I WOULD ALWAYS SAY – I FORGIVE – BUT I DO NOT FORGET – MAYBE THAT WAS SOMETHING I NEEDED TO LEARN. ALL THE BEST – YOU ARE ALL GOD’S PRECIOUS CHILDREN SO ARE THE ONES LAGGING BEHIND AND JUST WAKING UP. THEY WILL HAVE SOME MAJOR CLEARING – HEALING AND FORGIVING TO DO THEMSELVES. AND THAT IS WHERE WE COME IN AND THAT IS ONE OF THE REASONS WHY WE ARE HERE!

LET’S ALL STOP FIGHTING – GET OUR NEW WORLD GOING AND CHANGE THE WORLD BACK TO A FLOWING RIVER OF LOVE FROM GOD’S HEART TO OURS!