Sorry folks, it has been a very hard ride for me. I am learning to to adapt to the new energies and am trying to let go of the old – someone has to be right and someone has to be wrong concepts that we think of in duality. sharing the information with you all – also helps all of us – as the days go by – I can see the duality patterns fade, have been spending some time with GOD, and letting go of some of my own -old hurts and wounds. The multiple lives – that some say are going on with us -right now, etc. May have needed some healing. I told GOD I am not sure how to do it, and I don’t want to mistakes or do it wrong – so could you please heal those past and OR re- occuring lives for me as I am unsure how to do it properly. Then SLEPT for healing of those levels, a lot – 12 hours and 4 hours and another 4 hours and can’t seem to stay awake, so I made a huge Green Tea. I said what I said the other day – not to hurt but to show and possibly release some of my own patterning? Perhaps we can all learn. I LOVE MOTHER AND FATHER GOD and ALL THE LIGHT BEINGS – so DEEPLY with my HEART[s] AND SOUL. I GUESS I felt a little attacked as most people – have no clue – what I have had to endure – in just this one lifetime, the DARK made my life a living hell – but eventually crawled out of it a better and more loving person because of it. MOST people would have committed suicide If they had to go through even one tenth of what I did! While some have gone through – so much worse even, yet some have had lots of support making it really easier for them as people around them believe them. I once had a heart-break so bad, i wanted to die and begged GOD to take away my heart as I could not handle the pain – THANK-YOU GOD – for NOT doing it as I would have not experienced the heart chakra opening – which was the MOST INCREDIBLE EXPERIENCE on the planet! I had NO SUPPORT from my own family – My MOM is the only one that asks me things and understands me and what I am going through somewhat.  – What kept me GOING was and is – my LOVE for GOD and GOD’S LOVE FOR ME! It was the searching for that pure true LOVE of my TWIN-FLAME that led me towards my own ASCENSION. THE STRENGTH is so STRONG in my HEART – knowing the LOVE is SO DEEP and so REAL that I wanted EVERYONE TO FEEL IT AND KNOW IT as we are ALL that LOVE inside. EVEN wanted the DARK ONES to survive – HOPED and PRAYED they would. SO THEY COULD EXPERIENCE IT ALSO. UNFORTUNATELY SOME DID NOT MAKE IT – so we have heard. I MOURNED. Do not doubt the wonderful videos of GOD talking to us, YES, part of me – a small part felt personally attacked. I have healed over this. Heard that 3 different timelines of what is going on and it is a little confusing, maybe, like I mentioned before maybe they all have a major meaning and significance, to humanity and ALL loving souls? NO HARD FEELINGS TO ANYONE – AS WE CONTINUE TO CLEAN OUT THE last OF THE DUALITY GARBAGE – WE WILL ALL GET THROUGH THIS AND WILL LEARN TO LOOK AT EACH OTHER DIFFERENTLY, WITH LOVE, COMPASSION, UNDERSTANDING AND PEACEFULLY PUT DOWN WEAPONS OF DEATH AND WEAPONS THAT OUR WORDS DO TO US AND EACH OTHER. STAY STRONG AND IN THE LOVE. IF A SINGLE MOM, CAN DO THIS WITH THE PATH OF INTENSE LEARNING I HAD – ANYONE CAN DO THIS, LEAP OF LOVING FAITH. THERE ARE MILLIONS HERE TO GUIDE US THROUGH THIS PROCESS. FEELING A LOT BETTER TODAY AND WILL CONTINUE TO CLEAR THE DUALITY WITH HELP FROM ALL SIDES – ABOVE AND BELOW. YOU ARE LOVED BEYOND YOUR BELIEF AND UNDERSTANDING – SO AM I – EVEN BEYOND MY OWN UNDERSTANDING RIGHT NOW. I CAME HERE TO SAVE HUMANITY – I AM NOT THE ONLY ONE AS YOU WILL NOTICE. EVERYONE – ALL YOUR EFFORTS ARE TAKING SHAPE AND SOON OUR WORLD WILL TRANSFORM INTO A BIG LOVING BLUE BALL OF SHARING AND CARING FOR ALL! YOU CAN DO THIS – ALL OF US CAN! EVEN MYSELF – LABELED BY HUMANITY AS – JUST THE POOR MAID. FOUND OUT I WAS MUCH MORE THAN  – WHAT LABELS AND WHAT HUMANITY ONCE DEFINED ME AS – SOMETHING MUCH GREATER – THAN EVEN I IMAGINED – AS THE LOVE OF GOD FOR MYSELF AND THAT SAME LOVE FOR OTHERS – IS HOW MOTHER AND FATHER GOD REFINED ME – THROUGH THE FIRES OF TESTING AND THROUGH THE FIRES OF SEVERE OPPRESSION. NO SUCH WORD AS CAN’T OR PERHAPS I WILL DO IT ANOTHER DAY. ONE SMALL STEP – LEADS TO BIGGER ONE – THEN A BIGGER ONE ETC. LET IT GO – GIVE YOUR FRUSTRATIONS AND PAIN TO GOD AND ASK HIM TO HELP YOU HEAL MILLIONS OF YEARS OF PAIN!

EACH RELATIONSHIP AND JOB YOU HAVE IS LIKE A STEPPING STONE TO THE NEXT ONE. THE NEXT ONE BRINGS YOU TO THAT LAST STONE – THAT LAST TEST. WHO AM I – IN GOD? WHO IS GOD IN ME? – YOU WILL FIND OUT – AND LEARN TO ACCEPT IT, EVEN WITH DAILY RIDICULE FROM YOUR CHILDREN. I SHOULD KNOW ALL ABOUT THAT – JUST GIVE SPOONFULS – LIKE THEY TOLD US. MY KIDS FRIENDS ARE ASKING SOME QUESTIONS LATELY – EVEN MY KIDS SEEM TO BE MORE RELAXED – AND NOT SCREAMING AT ME TO GET A JOB! AS I CONTINUALLY REMIND THEM – I HAVE A JOB – WORKING FOR GOD! ONE DAY THEY WILL UNDERSTAND – THAT THIS WAS DONE FOR THEIR FUTURES AND FOR THEIR FREEDOMS TO ENJOY LIFE AND IT NOT BE SUCH A RAT RACE FOR THE ILLUMINATI SYSTEMS – THAT GRIND YOU DOWN AND STRIP YOU OF ALL DIGNITY AND THE NORMAL NECESSITIES OF LIFE! – LIKE FOOD, WATER AND CLOTHING, SHELTER – RESPECT FOR OTHERS – GENUINE LOVE AND CARING FOR OTHERS, WE ARE CHANGING THIS WORLD – ONE SOUL – ONE HEART – TWO HEARTS – AT A TIME. I HAVE A BIT OF STAGE FRIGHT – GAVE A SPEECH IN COLLEGE AND KIND OF FROZE – BUT ONE DAY I WILL APPEAR ON TELEVISION – AS I’M SURE MANY WILL – WITH MANY OTHER WONDERFUL SOULS – WHO ALSO RISKED EVERYTHING TO SAVE HUMANITY – THERE ARE MANY, MILLIONS WE CAN’T EVEN SEE – BUT KNOW THEY ARE THERE! THAT HELPED US TO AWAKEN AND REMEMBER WHO WE TRULY ARE, KICKING AND SCREAMING FOR SOME AND QUIET CONTEMPLATION FOR OTHERS – WE HAVE MADE IT, AND WILL CONTINUE TO MAKE IT. BELIEVE IN YOURSELF – YOU ARE A PRECIOUS JEWEL – IN GOD’S EYES – AND EVERYONE ELSE – YOU ARE WORTHY! SO VERY MUCH!

NAMASTE

I LOVE YOU ALL, – I SHARE – BECAUSE I CARE – AND IT HELPS YOU TO UNDERSTAND, THAT MANY ARE GOING THROUGH – EXACTLY WHAT YOU ARE. WE HAVE ALL BEEN THERE – DONE THAT – AS WE SAY ON EARTH! CANNOT WAIT TO SEE WHAT SURPRISES THEY HAVE FOR US NEXT – CAN YOU? I HAVE ALSO BEEN ASKED – AND YOU LIGHTWORKER’S AS WELL – SHOULD SHARE SOME OF YOUR OWN EXPERIENCES – GOOD AND BAD – IF YOU STILL SEE IT THAT WAY. I KEEP HEARING THERE IS NO GOOD AND BAD IN HEAVEN – ONLY LEARNING AND REFINING. MAYBE THAT WILL HELP YOU – AS IT HELPED ME!