Sananda asked Peg to first write her recent experience so that we can better understand Sananda’s message that follows. – Also, a meaningful synopsis by The Nameless Ones through Lori Blackwell. – All of which is a revealing new teaching also embraced, as Lori tells us, by Peter Olson.

Offered through PEG THOMPSON (Aurial)

Thursday ~ March 31, 2016

Hello! I have been asked to speak to you a little bit about my personal experiences these last couple of months. I am guessing that this part is to allow you to better understand the words of our Beloved Sananda!

It has been almost four years since that Wednesday night when I was at a retreat in Canada and we were participating in a Blog Talk Radio program in which Zorra declared that being Gods and Goddesses, we all have the ability to not only heal others but our self as well. That night I decreed that after over 20 years of being diagnosed with Lupus, Fibromyalgia  and all the other diseases that seem to come hand in hand with Lupus, that I was tired of it all and declared myself healed! And healed I was! The doctors would not call it healed, but only remission, however the blood work declared that the diseases were no longer in my body.

For all of this time I have been disease free, I have been able to live life to the fullest, be in nature with my beloved horses and follow my path of intuitive empath and healer. That is until February of this year when I got very sick and gave in and returned to my 3d doctor only to be told that my Lupus had returned and I was in what they call a “flare.”  I remember refusing to believe that it had come back, though truth be told the fear was there, and I allowed the doctor to put me on steroids to control the pain and other symptoms that come with the Lupus.

Then all was quiet until early March when I had the symptoms of a heart attack. All of the symptoms were there, but the blood work said no. They kept me there for two days trying to decide what was going on. When I was released from the hospital, they listed each and every disease that I’d ever been diagnosed with, though the doctor thought it might have been esophageal spasms, because, with that, the symptoms can mimic a heart attack. I was sent home on a Friday morning only to end back in the ER on the next Thursday night having had a really bad fall. They told me nothing was broken, though I had a massive bruise on the underside of my upper right arm (that arm took the brunt of the fall) and another on my poor boheinie making sure I wouldn’t be riding my horse any time soon.

I had a scheduled appointment with my primary care doctor the next day, who sent me back to the hospital for more x-rays to make sure I’d not broken anything and to see why I was having such pain in my neck and back. He then had me return to my Rheumatologist and the orthopedic surgeon that had done the bone fusion on my neck some five years ago. It was discovered that this time, my fibromyalgia had awakened with a vengeance, and even though I was very disappointed, it at least explained some of the other symptoms I’d been experiencing (even the symptoms of the heart attack). The neck doctor cannot figure out why there is so much pain in my neck, put me back into physical therapy, and told me to come back in a month.

It is the belief of many healers that the kind of pain and the location of said pain are an indication to you that you are not following your life’s path. It is believed that when this happens, we are not listening to our Higher Self, and so the Higher Self resorts to even more severe symptoms in trying to get our attention. I believe this, as well, and I was making myself crazy trying to figure out what it was that they were trying to tell me! What was it that I was doing wrong?

So here I was, in lots of pain, chronic fatigue, and short term memory shot to… well you know! I was very frustrated, wondering what in the world I had done to bring all of this back and even worse for me, not being able to help others with my healing abilities because I was not in a good place.

One of my good friends from the Canada trip was having a birthday today and so four of us celebrated yesterday by having a Skype call to catch up, learn about each other’s new gifts, and just enjoy. Two of my friends know how to speak in the Language of Light, and so we asked if we could pull a Taro card for each of us and then have them channel in this language. Just before it was my turn, I asked them if they could help me and told them about what had been going on these last weeks and, bless their hearts, of course they all agreed. The card that was pulled for me was “Love” –  what a beautiful way to begin! It was Lori that did the channel and it was wonderful to see and to hear her speak this beautiful language, and when she was done, she explained to me what she had been told.

The first thing they said is that I have not done anything wrong! And then she began to giggle, because as she told me, they were laughing as well… They were laughing because “Mother Mary,” who gives so very much love to the world and beyond, had somehow forgotten how to receive the love that has been given to her. They said I’d put up a barrier in my heart, a shield of sorts,  that would not allow the love in, and that I could not continue to grow until I learned how to “receive.” They had been trying and trying to tell me this for quite some time, and I either could not or would not hear what they were trying to tell me. And so they resorted to the very thing that would get my attention, and make me stop and listen. They were gentle at first, just a little pain and the Lupus flare, but were forced to amp it up to the Fibro flare, the fall, the “almost” heart attack and the pain and confusion. I was forced to stop, not just slow down, but stop and figure out what in the world was going on.

I have been told that once I learn my lesson, the pain will be gone and that I will become whole once again! A lot easier to say than to be done, to be sure. How many of us would give the shirt off our back to help another, but are mortified to receive when in need? It is so very much easier to give, than to receive… The lesson and the trying to figure out how to be “good enough” to receive unconditional love have been in my mind ever since the end of the call. I did figure out that when my beloved tells me to take three loads of horse “apples” back to where they make wonderful compost, instead of just one, which was my norm before I got sick, was given in love and that to not do as he had requested was just another way of rejecting the love that he so freely gives – and so it is baby steps, learning to believe that it is just as important to receive, as it is to give, learning that I do not need to shield my heart from possible hurt because that deprives me of the pure joy of loving to the fullest extent possible, learning that to not allow someone to give me love is to take away their joy of giving. So easy to say, **not** so easy to do… I sure do hope that I break through this block soon! I had enjoyed living without the pain, and it sometimes clouds the mind, lessens the intuition and the joy of being able to heal another. It also keeps me from being all that I can be, and that, I want in the worst way – just think, to be all that YOU could be! How could we want anything more?

And so I give this story to you with all of my love! Believe me, it wasn’t easy to put such a personal part of who I am into writing and giving it to so many. But I do understand that it is a good lesson, and I suspect a lesson that many need to learn, so perhaps my pain will help others to move forward without their guides having to hit them over the head to get their attention. I am told that my healing will be a universal healing; they do that sometimes, to expedite things, and we are, after all, getting so very close!

Yours in love and light,

Aurial

SANANDA:

Hello Little Mother!

Thank you so much for sharing your story! I know it wasn’t easy, and I give my thanks and my unconditional love…

The end times are undeniably here, my beloveds! And as humanity moves closer to the Golden Age that has been foretold for so long, the last of the clearing is something that needs to be done in order for you to understand and enjoy this wondrous new life that you are so very close to. As you can see from my mother’s story, no one is exempt from removing the last dredges of your time of being influenced by the dark, the lies that they have told, the mind control that they have excelled in for millennia. It is not only this lifetime that holds a history of this influence… almost all of your lifetimes were touched in one way or another and the memories have been passed down through your cellular memory with each birth into this 3d world.

Mankind is struggling, and very confused. There are many false prophets, as foretold by many Masters, and even the most grounded spiritual person can be fooled… not because their discernment isn’t spot on, but because even they have the memories of being told not to trust their own inside voice, but to seek out others for information. Most cannot seem to understand that they do not need to look anywhere but within for their answers. Each and every one of you already knows what it is that you seek! You need only to unlearn the lies you have been told . You **are** good enough! You have impeccable intuition! You can love and be loved. It is your right! It is who you are!

The energies of this Second Wave have been strong, indeed! And some of you who breezed through the First Wave have been really affected by the second. The Ascension symptoms seem to be more fierce, leaving one wondering what in the world had hit them, “Was it a train?”  I am here to tell you to be kind to yourself!  If your body is asking for rest, it is for a good reason; give it the rest that it needs! Perhaps you find yourself craving something as simple as good clean water; give your body what it is asking for! There is always a reason for the “request.” If your Higher Self is speaking to you, try your best to listen; it is ever so much easier to listen the first time, than to have to have your Higher Self resort to stronger means of getting your attention! If you are feeling alone, remember that we truly are as One; no man stands alone! If you feel as though you are not trying hard enough, or are not good enough, I would remind you that you have been made in God’s perfect image. The negative thinking has been ingrained by those that fear mankind’s greatest gift, that we are all One, and as such, we are never alone and we can do anything that we put our mind to; yes, even accepting that you can receive unconditional love.

The last of the “stuff” coming up to be cleared will likely be the hardest; it is that which you have had the most deeply buried! Instead of being afraid, rejoice! Because when the last of this is gone, so too the chains that have held you shackled for all of this time. You will be totally free! No more hunger, no more fear, no more worries about money, no more looking over your shoulder, wondering if indeed there is someone out there that wants to do you harm. Instead, unconditional love, Creator’s beautiful light, and no more worries about “going home” because you will already be there!

Remember to love yourself unconditionally! Remember to enjoy all of the wonders in this world, for there are more than can even be imagined! Try to remember how to receive, and to do so with pride and with joy. It will be one of the greatest gifts you can give to yourself. Remember to be gentle with yourself, listen to your body, listen to your Higher Self. Remember that you do not need to look elsewhere for information or understanding, it is always there with you, if you only look inward to your Higher Self.

I look forward to meeting you soon, in person! It is ever so close, and we, up here, are overjoyed to know this to be true!

I am Sananda

Note from Anne:  When Peg shared this above message with her phone group, Lori Blackwell had also been asking for her special need, and “the Message” continued for Lori:

NAMELESS ONES – LORI BLACKWELL

This 38-minute recording, through Lori, illustrates the message Sananda wishes us to understand.