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Good Morning!
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It’s Just Us!
Good Morning-Afternoon!
Yes, Sananda was showing me this field and we thought you would enjoy coming here too.
It is a sort of “prelude” to our coming New Earth… so get ready!
Oh, and here’s the bouquet we brought back to entice you!
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Dear Hearts,
is important to me… and, I believe, to you.
Let’s see… to get things into focus, here… let’s go back to the St Germain message I had posted Wednesday…
Did you read it? – All of it? – Or did you“just leave?” Some did, you know.
So why was it posted? – Well, as I have been reflecting back, and with that “100% perfect” hindsight, you know… it was probably posted for a number of reasons.
To start with, I was looking for something that validated our currencies as a “Blessing” – not as a “curse,” as was posted on another site and brought to me.
And yes, I addressed it thoroughly – just as Zorra has told us many times: “The RV is for the Lightworkers. The Lightworkers will apply it to Humanitarian projects and it will bless our Planet Earth and her Humanity.
Still, when I received the new St Germain message and opened it – seeing it immediately addressed our currencies as a Blessing – well, I was primed and ready. I did read the rest, but had already somehow decided to post it. And so I did.
And then came that lingering “not feeling good,” – but, went into meditation, somehow trying to justify this message. I guess, because it offset the earlier, fearful, St Germain message, I wanted it to be right! And yet, I did not like that final “feeling.”.
Looking back, it seems that when this happens, if it “satisfies a prior need” – it seems to “be good” no matter what. But still, I was so caught up in the bad feeling, trying to reason it out… I didn’t realize “How is this making you feel?”
Then came a couple of questions from readers. Then came Yosef’s final message, and it was about then that I finally hit “Delete.” And it is now gone – not to be found in any file.
And then I woke up!
Ask yourself, “How would it feel to break all your own guidelines… and do it publicly, for all to see?” Not a good feeling. Wednesday I did the Violet Flame and my meditation – but still felt the burden.
And then yesterday, Thursday morning, I just sat there in pre-meditation… mulling it over. “Should I just ignore it and hope everyone forgets?” But I still felt the burden. Then, “I am sure there are others sitting in this same position – burdened with a mistake that was observed by others…” And then, finally, I began to cry.
Ahhh…! The Heart opened! Ahhh… I was coming Home! Ahhh…. feeling like my Real Self again! And then, without excuses, I approached this emotional release and I knew there was only one answer – “Acknowledge your error.”
In one of my earlier Michael Ellegion sessions, I think it was Sananda who told me not to be in a big hurry now to come Home. “Some of your best lessons will be at the end.”
And then I remembered, “You left all your powers and abilities behind – so that you would not be tempted to use them. You came here to see life through human eyes and hear through human ears.” And so I did! I responded like a typical human.
Does this give me compassion for others, also “stuck” in a mistake that continues to burden them? – Of course. My heart goes out to them.
Also, the great relief of crying… tears.
One of our “programs” is that “crying is a sign of weakness.” – How many times were we told, from childhood onward, “Don’t cry!”
In reality, when we finally break loose and cry… our Heart opens… it opens to our True Authentic Self. We are back! We are free! And we are clear! Open! We have honestly acknowledged the situation and want to make it right.
I remember Sananda talking about the importance of crying… saying, it will be hard on the men, as they consider it weakness and “they must be strong and not cry.” – As Ashtar says, “Hogwash!” Or… “Horse Pucky!”
Well, Dear Hearts… yes, one of my best lessons in this human incarnation is compassion and understanding of how some of us get caught in such situations. I think I was almost set up for this one, as I was so much wanting a message to offset the negative one, I just grabbed at this. Well, so be it.
Now… feeling the clearness and relief, having confronted this, and not tried to “ignore it and it will go away,” – brings up another lesson:
When such a situation has happened – a mistake was made – but we didn’t want to “lose face” by admitting to it – WE still know! And there it hangs – actually drawing off some of our valuable Attention Units in our effort to hide something and pretend it did not happen. It continues to be there, plastered with our valuable Attention Units – Units that could be contributing to our uplift and Ascension! – Ugh! We have just lessened our full capacity!
So, Dear Hearts, for me… I have dealt with it… acknowledged it… and feel totally clear and clean once again! There is nothing there, hanging over my shoulder! – And maybe that was another of our “some of your best lessons will come at the end.” And, of course, I have fully used the Violet Flame, which has consumed and transmuted the cause, core, effect… and, Akashic Record!
So, for those who would like to experience this wide open freedom… let’s just tuck that old “ego” aside – and open to our Clear Authentic Self once again. And then, when we say, “How does it make me feel?” We can say… “It FEELS GOOD!”
And now, I have a couple of messages
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I have been trying to “clear the decks” so I can fully bring forward today’s special message. I started this yesterday, but just didn’t make it! 😉 And it
My Beloved, it is I, your Beloved… Sananda. I come to validate your message today – a worthy endeavor and a great learning experience for all. – Yes, these are the End Times of the old way – never to be, again.
Yes, it is I – your Beloved Ashtar – so in touch with you and your own Prime Directive.
saintandrewstwinflame 