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Friday Dec 15 2017
I AM THE GAME OF LIFE – a 3 ½ page download from “I AM”
Posted By: Nemesis [Send E-Mail]
Date: Thursday, 14-Dec-2017 23:45:06
It get more interesting on down the page. This is for entertainment purposes only. After-all, this is rumor mill news, or as I sometimes call it, Unconfirmed Gossip and other stuff to titillate your tiltillater.
I AM the source of all knowledge and thought and give counsel and instruction (at times when asked, more frequently when not asked).
I AM life. I AM everything, and if I were not, life would not be.
I AM the ether: I AM space; I AM all things; I AM the energy that is life and makes alive.
I AM the source. Besides me there is no thing, and off me and through me and by me are all things. I AM the great I AM. I AM all knowing, all present, all powerful.
I am the dark and the light and the good and the evil. I am your senses and the things you sense. I am the void and that which fills the void.
I give according to my pleasure and take at a thought. In me is all wisdom.
Man and other creatures and all creation are me. There is nothing that is not me.
I created you for MY pleasure, and I love my creations.
You have your being and life because I gave you life and your being.
The day I created you I gave you a separate mind, yet I know your every thought.
The only thing separating you from me is your thinking. You think you are not me, thus your thinking separates us.
When you stop thinking, there I AM.
It is your thinking that you exist as individuals that creates the dramas of life.
It is you thinking your are something you are not that creates the play of life that I created for my pleasure.
Quit trying to wake minds up. You’re ruining my fun (just kidding). (Yes…I kid. There would be no humor if I were not humorous, even as everything you are and are capable of, is in me. If it were not in me, it would not be in you).
A man walks quietly through the forest. He is observing me, the forest. He is not thinking. Immediately the connection and oneness of himself and me he experiences. Why? Because in that thoughtless state, he knows that thoughts are the only thing separating him from the truth that he does not exist. It is I, being him.
I have made the mind of man to rebel at the thought that it does not exist. Mind thinks it exists separate, is an individual, is a separate life, a separate person, persona, is itself the very I AM (“I think, therefore I am”). Actually, Mind is, therefore it thinks.
The mind of man that I created for my pleasure, has limitations, built-in for a purpose–design limitations. It’s part of my plot. Mind goes to great lengths to understand eternity, infinity, forever, without beginning or end of days, without an alpha and omega, or how life came to be, or me. Mind has a beginning and end. Thus mind thinks in those terms.
I have no beginning, no end, no alpha, no omega, have always existed, am without beginning or end of days. I am the very space and ether and everything therein. If you can comprehend that space has always existed, that space needed no creation and that no BIG BANG was necessary to create space, you then have an idea close to the truth. Space is not a creation. It has always existed. I am the space, the ether, the uncreated (do you get it? Need more words?).
A young child thinks less, plays more and enjoys, and then comes the programming, indoctrination, brain-filling-washing and polluting (don’t think I didn’t plan it).
Young children enjoy life more because they do not have to deal with so many thoughts. They are busy playing life, not thinking life.
Children enter a life made by their parents, and parents of many generations, and they come to realize they have to deal with the mess, the challenges, the absurdities. They have to try and survive in the laughable constructs of their progenitors (that’s a chilling thought).
When children realize they have to work to live, that changes everything. They start thinking, calculating, planning and plotting and become their parents.
(You have to admit, my plan, my adventure, my game, is AWESOME–or admit it not).
Never doubt that I have created a vast network of minds and personalities and constructs. The game of life that I play is beyond the comprehension of the limits I built into your avatar game-minds. It would not be much of a game if I had not. And yes, your consciousness extends beyond your avatar’s life-span. You think you have only one life? That would be a waste of a lot of cool characters.
I created religions, their theologies, all of them, each one. I created humans in different colors–different ethnic groups, races. I created languages. I separated the land and made nations. I am the great diversifier, the designer of every variety. I create alienation. I am the great protagonist in the game, novel, play and acts of life.
Are you getting the picture yet?
You may think you have free-will, or not. Keep thinking that. At the least you think you have the illusion of free-will, and that works just as well. But since you asked, and have given it thought nearly your entire life, the answer is, “You think you make choices–and you do–in your own mind, but that’s where it ends. It’s part of the mind-game in the game-mind. Trust me when I say, it wouldn’t be much of a game without the illusion. It serves its purpose.”
You get pleasure watching children play, and watching animals play. You enjoy performances, plays, movies, imagination. If you do, I do. You do and I do.
Now to a conundrum: How can I, who is everything and everyone and knows everything because I am everywhere at the same time, enjoy my creations since I know what they will do and will not do? Lots of people ask that. (it’s really not much of a conundrum, just a misconception).
I asked, “Do you really enjoy the energy of human fear, of violence, of depression, of hate and all the other energies humans experience that are not happiness, peace, joy, bliss and ecstasy? The energy people feel–children feel–when they are threatened, abused, tortured, raped, murdered. All those energies are in the game-mind and in the game of life that you created and are. How does that work?
And a lot of people ask that too. What you are really asking is, do I have a purpose in experiencing the diversity of my creations, especially when it comes to humans? Do I have a purpose for humans? Does space (the ether that I am) have a purpose? Is the ether–me–conscious? Do I have a mind? Do I have intent? So far it would seem so from what I’ve told you, either that or I’ve been leading you down a game-path.
Everything I have said is the way it is. It is the truth. I experience it all. Yet I can withdraw from where I will. I actually do not enjoy experiencing your toilet duties, and much of everything else, so I don’t.
Do you know what your teen or adult children are doing or feeling all the time or even some of the time. No. They are living their individual lives, having their experiences. So it is with me. I withdraw at my will.
Why did you have children. For the joy? And yet you knew there would be much sorrow too, yet you did it. Why? Are you really that much of a narcissist? You knew they would experience the possibility of pain, all the pain and more that you mentioned, and yet, the vast majority of humans continue to procreate, even as I continue to create.
What is your purpose for creating?
If you think there is too much pain in the world, why don’t you stop creating, stop living? (it’s a good thing I put sexual desire into you, or you might, and a good thing I put into you all the desires for all the other goodies without which you also might not want to continue to live, and of course the fear of death and the unknown that I put in you, plus all the religions that I created that forbid it at the price of sever consequences). IT’S A GREAT GAME, THE GAME OF LIFE.
So, to the point: You are not different than me because you are me, and I am you, it’s just that the you, is only you because you think so, which means, you are not, and I AM, and, as in all games at all levels it’s about playing, and that’s my purpose, to play, and play wouldn’t be much fun without players, and players wouldn’t be much fun if they didn’t have all the experiences, all the feeling, all the emotions that make the game of life worth living.
BONUS ROUND:
Direct your energy into the ether, both within you and around you and I am there to answer you or direct you or guide you AT MY PLEASURE, and sometimes I’ll prompt you to act….you don’t always listen and act, but then, if you did, what fun would that be? Happy trails. nem
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