WHAT YOU NEED to KNOW about “LOVING YOURSELF FIRST” – is HOW GOD WANTS YOU to BE. WHEN YOU are LOVING – “YOU VIBRATE LOVE OUT to the UNIVERSE.”
BE LOVE – LOVE YOURSELVES FIRST ! THAT WAY YOU EMANATE DIVINE LOVE.
HAVE YOU “NOT SEEN” that I have been a TEACHER for YOU ? – A MASTER ? A SAINT – A QUEEN of RA !
YOU may NOT think much of me on this PLANET – but I assure you after SEEING how the FEMALE RACE[S] have been treated on this planet, it is shocking to think that SOME think that one should be JUDGED over loving yourself first.
WOULD you rather WE hate ourselves and send-out NEGATIVE ENERGIES ?
YOU are THE DIVINE FEMININE consisting of “PURE LOVE/LIGHT ENERGY”
HEAVEN wants you to LOVE YOURSELF FIRST, again this is NOT SELFISH and I am getting a little tired how petty people are being – when I am TRYING to teach you something very important and I was addressing – mainly the LIGHT-WORKER’S and the women especially. If you DON’T LOVE yourself first – how can you LOVE someone else. ? If there is NO ONE in your life LOVING YOU, why NOT LOVE YOU and HONOR yourselves by KNOWING – your DIVINE WORTH. YOU are WORTHY !
I have witnessed many single mothers and LIGHT-WORKER’S always giving , just like many single mom’s you get too busy and you FORGET YOURSELVES and usually there is no money left for you when you give it to everyone. It is NOT selfish to give to yourself. YOUR MISSIONS ARE – “SERVICE to OTHERS” but that does NOT mean – leave yourselves out. I bought a new jacket last year as it has been over 25 years since I bought a new coat as most of my coats were given to me and they got left behind when the BANKS stole my home. It felt good to buy myself something new – and it’s actually warm. ALL of CANADA gets covered in SNOW and it can get pretty darn cold here in the North.
WE are NOT just DIVINE BATTERIES – and LIGHTHOUSES – WE/I also need “DAYS of REST” and that is NOT selfish. I also have BILLS to pay and NEED food to eat and rent for the motel etc. I and most LIGHT-WORKER’S have been GIVERS, all our lives and many TIMES I/WE have had to SET BOUNDARIES because too many people take advantage of KIND SOULS – such as ourselves. There is a fine line between giving and being used as a DOORMAT because many PEOPLE – like to JUST TAKE from US !
It seems that every time I type something lately – someone twists it – right out of context. I explained this already and I will – EXPLAIN it again. SO you “GET IT RIGHT”
YOU have NOT walked my path. YOU have NO IDEA – how EVIL PEOPLE were to me for absolutely NO REASON – – just because. Sometimes it’s JEALOUSY but mainly just selfishness of others thinking they have a right to TREAT MYSELF and others of THE LIGHT -like CRAP. I have been accused MOST of life of doing things – THAT I would never – ever — think of doing. I had to learn to LOVE MYSELF FIRST because NO ONE SHOWED me love except my parents. I had friends that used me because I gave too much and – I always – PUT EVERYONE ELSE FIRST, and always left myself out because I WAS way too much of a PEOPLE PLEASER – then I looked around and realized – NOT one of these people except for children, TRULY ever appreciated me. I started 3 businesses with men and walked away as that is all they wanted – so I gave it to them and where did that leave me ? So I set BOUNDARIES around myself many years ago and would HELP those THAT REALLY needed help IF I could and when I could. Boundaries are to PROTECT us from people WHO are NOT genuine and just want to waste OUR TIME and ENERGY. And WE have a lot of work to do on this planet ! This time – THIS EMPRESS – is INVESTING in herself – ME, WHY ? I am divinely INTELLIGENT and have great ideas for Humanity. That way I also get to do WHAT I LOVE as WE do PROJECTS for HUMANITY because = WE LOVE HUMANITY ! WE have a HELPFUL nature but some may EXHAUST YOU as they EXPECT way too much from others yet DON’T DO anything to work on their OWN SPIRITUAL GROWTH and HEALING but – TRASH US – STEAL our IDEAS and COPY US and make MONEY off of us ! That is NOT HELPING US to help you.
NO ONE ELSE “SAW MY TRUE POTENTIAL” or gave me a break when I always HELP others. I am pushing 60 and I gave up my life to help save HUMANITY -. I am tired and need a vacation because I haven’t had a proper vacation in over 20 years and raised 2 children as a single mother. I should NOT have to defend myself like this but like normal and always – I get accused or seen in the WRONG LIGHT because of 3D EGOS.
WE NEED TO HELP OUT – MOTHER NATURE = TERRA as WELL as the ANIMALS. IT is going to be a ‘HUGE JOB’ and WE HAVE MANY SOULS WHO WANT TO HELP.
YOU CAN START BY GROWING INDOOR GREENS and tomatoes. GREENHOUSES and if you have EXTRA then share with others so all creatures DO NOT GO EXTINCT !
It is MY TURN to CREATE and DO PROJECTS for HEAVEN. It should NEVER been seen as SELFISH to LOVE YOURSELVES FIRST. AGAIN – I have DONE THIS for FREE for over 10 years with DECADES = years of research ! So I have decided that I am – and have been for several months investing in myself for my own BRAND NAMES and it will be side-line business – so after THE HUMANITARIAN PROJECTS are OVER – I will have something to do with myself. I also NEED an extra income because I am now on disability because I did a LOT of slave labor jobs that did my body in and I have been behind a computer for years – “IN FULL SERVICE to OTHERS” And was quite happy to do so. YET many think that I do NOT deserve to be compensated for that, think again.
YES , I always loved myself, but always left myself last and when you do that you forget to have FUN cause your too busy doing this and that and the other thing for everyone else. And there never seems to be any money to have FUN when people keep stealing it from me. PEOPLE seem to criticize those who are BRAVE and STAND-OUT because we care. WE volunteered to come here – to help humanity and the planet etc. That is hardIy seen as service to self. I USUALLY DON’T like to talk about what I went through – but hey everyone “FEELS a right to judge me” and my life isn’t even over yet…….! IF I don’t stand-up for myself – WHO will ? CERTAINLY NOT those that want to see me fail !
SERVICE to SELF PEOPLE – as many -especially the GREEDY ones have been labeled. Were labeled THAT because that IS ALL that they are. They lack compassion for others because the ONLY care about themselves.
SERVICE to OTHERS – mainly LIGHT-WORKER’S = WE are BORN that way. WE people please as that is WHAT we did and do. But GOD doesn’t want you to do too much of that either or you wear yourselves out. I was nicked-named “HANDY-ANDY” as a child because I was always willing to help someone and do the dishes etc. Many LIGHT WORKER’S – end-up STUCK because they PEOPLE PLEASE too much or PEOPLE please all the WRONG PEOPLE or lost souls that just USE you up and spit you out.
Don’t be one of those. Make sure YOU SEE and VALUE YOURSELVES but not in a vain or arrogant way.
Now I took the time to write this – SO YOU can all STOP JUDGING ME, and deal with what is on your own plates. And be happy like WE all want to be – and live in peace.
I am over what others did and do. I forgave them, so I can move on spiritually and emotionally. THE EVIL ONES – will BE JUDGED for their CRIMES AGAINST HUMANITY
Humanity sits down with their spiritual team when each life is over. It’s NOT up to us to JUDGE them or the LIGHT-WORKER’S as anything like that is done by your CREATOR. I came here as My mission to JUDGE what the EVIL invaders etc did to us as it was MY MISSION.
ONCE the ARRESTS etc are over, then I can stop recording this for HUMANITY and HEAVEN. DO NOT JUDGE – THE COMPANY of HEAVEN – WE HAD MANY, MANY, MANY LIFETIMES in SERVICE to the CREATOR. I am an OLD SOUL and WELL known through-out THE GALAXIES and UNIVERSES. 84 times WE came here to HELP YOU EVOLVE etc. And- IT FAILED – BUT – NOT THIS TIME ! Why DON’T you THINK about that – NEXT time – you FEEL a NEED to JUDGE me. ENOUGH SAID !
YES, with SPIRITUAL GROWTH – I have always said GOD FIRST in all things. But LOVE YOURSELVES because GOD is PURE DIVINE LOVE !
WHEN YOU LOVE YOURSELVES = YOU HONOR GOD, again NOT in a sick and perverted way. I did NOT say LUST yourselves first or ONLY LOVE YOU and be a HATER etc.
IF you want to BECOME GODS the little G’S = then ACT like IT and EMANATE LOVE by LOVING YOURSELVES FIRST. Just DO IT without arrogance and ego and a 3D mindset – MIND=SET – where your MIND is SET.
IF you are GOSSIPING or JUDGING that’s 3D. IF you want to JUDGE someone – then JUDGE YOURSELVES so you can NOT make repetative mistakes but be HONEST or it hinders SPIRITUAL GROWTH. Everyone makes mistakes but are you learning from them ? Are you processing – where things went wrong ? Have you healed your childhood issues, like fear of abandonment. ? Or anything that still bothers you ?
NOTE: There are 2 types of DEMONS. REAL DEMONS that are being a major pain to light-workers and their BLACK MAGIK RB etc on US and humanity right now as they get removed.
THE second type of DEMON – is the one that YOUR NEGATIVE THOUGHTS CREATE out of thin air. How does that happen ? OVER-THINKING and LISTENING to EVERYONE ELSE can make you have INNER DEMONS? Not going inside and LISTENING or CONNECTING to source for long periods of time can make one REALLY NEGATIVE THINKING ! Staying in your HEAD is “WHERE the DEVIL has you LOCKED-IN” Get into your hearts !
Have you ever noticed them old cartons – where you have the ANGEL of the light talking to you in one ear, and the devil in the other? THINK. They ARE both GIVING YOU THOUGHTS – to your mind, your head, where that EGO hides, but NOT your heart
THE DEVIL or SATAN and DEMONIC FORCES cannot get to YOUR HEART without going through your head. YOUR HEAD – is where you SPIN THOUGHTS to CREATE as a CREATOR BEING. But NO EVIL soul is going to tell you that – BUT I WILL and have !
THE TWO WOLVES – WHICH WOLF are YOU going to FEED today ?
But that DOES NOT APPLY in using discernment to protect yourselves from EVIL or the CABAL arrests etc. GOSSIP – ALL you want about THE CABAL to save HUMANITY !
GET out of your HEADS and INTO YOUR HEARTS where 5D is and GOD RESIDES – INSIDE of you ! WE can’t say much for the soul-less beings, 3D karmics, Drama queens or lost souls etc. As they are on a DIFFERENT path – obviously as SAD as that is because they REFUSED the LOVE and LIGHT of the CREATOR and choose the DARK path or is NOT ready to ascend at this time.
WHY – LOVE yourself FIRST ? Because GOD is LOVE
WE LOVE YOU ALL !